Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Fucking Insomnia

I don't know what's up, but I simply cannot get a good night's sleep lately. When by the grace of Jah I do, I am awoken by the smallest of noises. Well, let me clarify. The smallest of noises usually aren't so small.

Take Wednesday morning for instance. 5:00 am-ish. What I like to call the Golden Hour of Sleep. It's when our room is the coolest, the covers are the coziest and my lover is the furthest away. (meaning I can enjoy my fav position: sprawled out) I'm snoozing away, after a terrible night of not being able to fall asleep due to: a) what seems like the longest season of softball ever (I do love playing, I would play everyday if I could, but it jacks me up so much!) and b) due to the fact that all this shit was going through my head while I couldn't sleep like Christina Aguilera and her new song (oh God why? kill me now) and more softball crap (plays I made, plays I didn't make, plays others made, etc.) when I was suddenly jarred awake by the damn garbage truck. I swear that thing sounded like it was collecting the fucking garbage from my room! I turned over, only to find myself face-to-face with Mr. Stihl himself - revving up for a day of sawing!! Now, I love my lover more than anything, but if there's ONE thing that drives me crazy - it's fucking snoring in my face. YAY!! I'll just get up and get ready for work.

Needless to say, lately I've been feeling more and more like I'm going nuts. So I went to the doctor. She offered me crazy pills (not sure if I'm quite there yet) and magic pills (accepted!) It's 8:30 pm and I cannot WAIT to ride the bullet-train to zzzzzzzzzzzzville.

Good night, sleep tight.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Holy uninspired. I do apologize, although I am not sure to whom I am apologizing. I honestly do not think I have an "audience". Lots of things have been going on this summer, I'm not sure why I haven't posted in oh so long. One reason is that the only time I have to post is at work, and I am a bit paranoid about doing that since we've all recently had to sign our lives - essentially our jobs - away , stating that we understand that using the internet for non-work related purposes is a VIOLATION! and could cause us to lose our job. And since one of us at home needs to have gainful employment, I should cease this post immediately.

I do love you all, and I am collecting material in my head, at my own pace, for your reading enjoyment. Thanks for your patience. Love to you all, dre